Small reviews on media n stuff I've been metaphorically smoking.
Visual Novel reviews
Name: Milk Inside A Bag Of Milk Inside A Bag Of Milk.
Age Rating: 15+
Personal Rating: 10/10
Review: This, in my opinion, is the best depiction of what it's like to live with mental illness and neurodivergence I've seen in any piece of media ever, particularly autism, schizophrenia, and OCD. Milk Inside A Bag Of Milk follows a simple story of an unnamed girl going to buy a bag of milk from the gas station, this visual novel showcasing how a simple task such as just going to buy milk is made an active hurdle for those suffering from neurological abnormalities they have no control over. I hope this visual novel could potentially help people at least feel more empathy for people like her and me.
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Something I enjoy a lot about Milk is that it's story can be taken both literally and metaphorically and still get it's point across well. Like taking the clerk who only speaks in "O"s for example, it could be taken literally as a hallucination of mental distortion, but also could be taken metaphorically to showcase the social discomfort and auditory processing issues that come with something like autism. My personal favorite scenes are when our protagonist struggles to understand the process of purchasing an item, the strange language of the clerk being a clear depiction of how having a brain wired completely differently from the norm can make what is considered 'basic knowledge' not basic.
Another being the genuine panic our main character feels when she realizes she's been walking 'unevenly' between the grass and pavement, this I feel is a great depiction of symptoms of OCD, particularly more 'abnormal' and honestly more realistic ones, remember that cleanliness isn't the only form OCD takes.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Very detailed depiction of mental illnesses mentioned above
Name: Kimi to Kanojo to Kanojo no Koi.
Age Rating: 18+
Personal Rating: 9/10
Review: Totono (short for the full title) was my proper gateway into reading eroge, previously being afraid of getting into reading them as I still had a tiny part of my brain that was worried I'd be seen as some weirdo if I did. But getting over that I read Totono and now it's one of my favorite pieces of media, ever. You follow Shinichi, a general nobody who finds himself in a love triangle with his childhood friend Mizuki Sone, and the strange girl Aoi Mukou, Mizuki being the most popular girl in school while Aoi seems socially inept and disconnected from reality, to the point that she constantly claims that all of them are in a game. This visual novel is best experienced as blind as possible.
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Totono's way of meta story-telling was something I had never seen previously, I've read works like Doki Doki Litrature Club do something similar but I had never read anything so involved. Down to having to grab a code in the manual itself in order to get the true ending, said code being different in every copy. Miyuki is also an extremely compelling antagonist, being a girl who perfectly crafted a facade of the perfect girl just to find out that all her agony never mattered because she herself is just a line of code and her entire memory of life experiences never happened. Saying that, I did choose Aoi lol.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: several sex scenes, references to bullying, cuckolding fetish content, several scenes in which characters are covered in blood, descriptions of people being beaten to death, acknowledgement of the player's existance, and several themes that could trigger someone who suffers from conditions that could make telling the difference between fiction and reality difficult
Game reviews
Name: ENA: Dream BBQ (CH1)
Age Rating: 13+ (?)
Story Rating: 8/10
Content Rating: 10/10
Review: OH MY GOD IT'S PEAK
I've been craving an ENA video game since probably Extinction Party. So needless to say when the trailer for this badboy dropped I started freaking the fuck out. And after taking forever to actually play it bc I was struggling to find the time, oh my god it was so so worth the wait. AND THERE'S MORE TO COME?? I'd honestly be satisfied if this free short game was all we got. So excited to see what everyone working on this title has in-store in the future.
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I am very much one of those fuckers that would over-read the ENA videos to decode some sort of meaning where there honestly probably wasn't any. But I suspect that's not gonna be the case with this game.
Joel G has somehow mastered the art of making something incoherent yet coherent. My immediate interpretation is that this is a comical abstraction of putting yourself through actual hell for a job that's not worth the effort. Plus this ENA's strange obsession with God (specifically the red side, the blue/gray side seems either agnostic or even atheistic) feels like an intense coping mechanism to ignore the fact that she's overworking herself for something isn't worth it.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Body horror, religious references.
Name: Sonic Adventure 2 (Battle)
Age Rating: 9+
Story Rating: 8/10
Content Rating: 8/10
Review: Easily one of the most iconic Sonic games in the franchise, an amazing sequal and what would've been an amazing end to Sonic the Hedgehog if Sega didn't manage to climb themselves back up through making games for other consoles. SA2's gameplay hasn't aged perfectly, personally speaking I'd say mostly in the mech stages, but I still feel like the game as a whole has aged wonderfully. SA2 also sealing what makes Sonic truly different from Mario, it's willingness to be dark and, dare I say, edgier, and a lot more serious.
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SA2 shows that you can infact take extremely heavy subject matter such as trauma and teach it to children in a way they can understand, Shadow very much being the highlight of the story. His intense rage, his grief, even if exacerbated by Professor Gerald, is still extremely real, children can handle more than people think.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Death of a child.
Name: Final Fantasy XIV: Dawntrail.
Age Rating: 13+
Story Rating: 5/10
Content Rating: 8/10
Review: Coming right after the amazing Endwalker expansion, Dawntrail had extremely large shoes to fill, and sadly, on a story standpoint, it falls extremely short. In my personal opinion however, the flaws in Dawntrail's story is woefully ovrexaggerated by the FFXIV community, which I believe this is a byproduct of how amazing both Endwalker and Shadowbringers were. HOWEVER, Dawntrail still has a lot of problems, mostly in how boring the first half of the story is, it's pacing issues, and the fact that the story follows a character who isn't interesting enough to carry the story. Thankfully, on a gameplay level, all of the extra content that Dawntail has introduced so far has been extremely fun.
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Wuk Lamat is an incredibly middle of the road character, and though if she was more on the sidelines like most expansion exclusive characters she would be just fine, Wuk Lamat takes up an overwhelming amount of screentime that she is just not interesting enough to handle, along side the fact that it feels like she never goes through a proper character arc. This also in particular screws over Krile and Erenville, who both were set to get major focux in this expansion, and though both of their arcs conclude and what we do get is great! It feels unfulfilling. But, on the bright side, there is some good, Sphene is an excellent antagonist and the twist of Zorral Ja being the actual threat was genuinely shocking and cool!
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Political topics, war, and death.
Anime reviews
Name: A Kite
Age Rating: 18+
Personal Rating: 7.7/10
Review: A Kite is a very infamous OVA made by the same company as the Elfen Lied anime adaptation. We follow our protagonist Sawa, a young woman orphaned at a young aged and trained into an assassin by a highly corrupt pair of detectives, the main detective Akai using Sawa for sex. The OVA's story is a pretty simple and straightforward rape revenge story but the part I really fuck with are the vibes of the whole thing. The art style is beautiful and it's really well animated.
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I personally watched the cut down version, which I'd usually be upset about but from what I've read a majority of the extremely infamous rape scenes were only added for contractual obligation as the comapny was primarily a hentai company and the cut down version is their actual intended final product. I was honestly kinda shocked at how weirdly, sweet? the story is? Bittersweet I should say. Every scene with Sawa and Oburi gives this brief sense of normalcy in their inherently tragic lives, I wish they could be happy.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: extreme violence, sexual assault, on-screen violent rape in original cut, brief sexual shots in cut version and constant heavily implied rape in cut and uncut versions
Name: Wonder Egg Priority.
Age Rating: 17+
Personal Rating: 6.5/10
Review: Wonder Egg Priority is an anime with a lot on it's mind and has it's heart in the right place, but is aggresively held back by strange pacing, questionable plot decisions, and a cliffhanger that'll never be fulfilled as it did not do well enough to get a 2nd season. We follow a girl named Ai Ohto who while grieving the loss of her only friend who took her own life, she finds herself in the midst of a program in which she can purchase Wonder Eggs, and said eggs allow her to meet other girls who have taken their own life and help them be freed from their demons and move on to their afterlife
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There is a lot that Wonder Egg Priority does right, for example; the entire character arc of Rika Kawai is fucking amazing. Rika being a former idol both struggling with a terrible family life and riddled with guilt over directly causing one of her biggest fans to develop anorexia leading to her own death, along with one of the best handlings of self harm I've ever seen in any media ever. Another amazing one is Momoe, a character heavily implied to be a trans woman who started presenting as male again after the trauma of the only girl who ever saw her as a girl forcing herself upon her, along with Momoe helping an explicit trans man move to the afterlife after helping him face his terrifying trauma of being raped after attempting to come out to his teacher.
Unfortinately, the stories inconsistencies, strange pacing, and extremely questionable stuff such as falling into the "trans suicide" trope, the fact that it's never actually confirmed or not if Momoe is a trans woman, constant need to vitimize it's female cast and never punish it's male cast for everything they do, and much more, make it hard to recommend.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: bullying, suicide, self harm, violence towards a trans man, rape, sexual assault, forced impregnation from rape, and a lot of scenes involving subject matter related to sexism
Manga reviews
Name: Dungeon Meshi.
Age Rating: 16+
Personal Rating: 9.5/10
Review: You follow adventurer Laios Touden along side party members of an elf named Marcille Donato, a halfling named Chilchuck Tims, and a dwarf named Senshi, all on an adventure to slay the Red Dragon that ate Laios's sister before she gets digested. Dungeon Meshi is one of the very few pieces of media that properly displays the feel a DnD story has, a perfect blend of goofiness, believability, and genuinely gripping storytelling. A story so good that I binged the entirety of the manga within a week. It also takes the question of "this classic fantasy creature... what does it taste like?" and weaponizes it both for insane world building and genuinely great symbolism.
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Did I expect the funny food fantasy manga was gonna be about inevitable death and metaphorical rebirth from your body itself giving back to the world in some way or another? No, but oh my god I enjoyed every moment. The moment the Red Dragon plot thread ends earlier than expected Dungeon Meshi just keeps esculating and somehow makes it work.
Laios is easily my favorite character, him being this complete and total abnormality to everyone and everything around him causing him to feel intensely isolated and only truly connected to monsters, hits, it hits really hard.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: violent imagery, massive focus on food, non-sexual nudity, themes around death and loss.
Name: Menhera-chan.
Age Rating: 13+
Personal Rating: 7/10
Review: Menhera-chan is a very simple (primarily) yonkoma manga about 3 people; Menhera-chan, a girl who suffers from mental illness, Byoujaku-chan, a girl who suffers from physical illness, and Kenkou-kun, a completely middle-of-the-road boy. This manga is a very big comfort read for me as someone who struggles with mental health, finding comedy in it while very much still taking it's subject matter seriously.
Rest in Peace Kotoha Toko, you made art that brought comfort to many.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Dark humor relating to suicide, mental, and physical illness.
Movie reviews
Name: Star Wars: Episode 1 - The Phantom Menace
Age Rating: 8+
Personal Rating: 6/10
Review: This is a funny one. I've recently started going through all the Star Wars movies with my boyfriend and I am watching them in chronological order, mostly because The Big Twist In The Star Wars Franchise is such a poorly kept secret there's no point for me to watch it in release order. I thought the movie was ok, very much felt like a movie that only exists to set up other movies.
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Seeing Anakin as a kid does put a little bit of a sense of sorrow in me knowing what's coming. I know a lot of people dog on the kid because his acting is poor but honestly, as child acting goes, he isn't that bad. A lot of my interest honestly stems from Obi-wan, seeing him have this prodigy child thrown onto him without any choice because his teacher quite literally just died, other than that in a vacuum the movie is very very just ok. Also I'm gonna be fr, I genuinely found Jar-jar funny in a really fucking stupid way, I also violently pointed at the screen any time R2-D2 was on screen.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Child in danger, racist caricature.
Name: GET OUT
Age Rating: 18+
Personal Rating: 10/10
Review: Jordan Peele is a genius. I lived in a pretty far right place when this movie came out and I vividly remember it making the rounds, naturally a bunch of white people incapable of self reflection felt very personally attacked by the extremely direct commentary on modern racism. My personal favorite part being that the family was seemingly ~progressive~ since racism isn't just the redneck trucker yelling the N word hard R at random passerby. This movie was bound to be controversial, as much as it's fucking insane that "maybe we should treat black people like normal fucking people and stop trying to justify dehumanization" is still controversial, but that shows that this film is still extremely important right now.
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The whole concept about white people stealing black bodies to become "superior" is such a fucking violent (positive) depiction of racist eugenics. To people who honest to god still believe that black people are surperior physically but that white people are superior mentally, thus weaponizing it to justify dehumanizing black people. This is a very surface level analysis mind you, because again Jordan Peele is a fucking genius and I can't get into everything here, but god.
CONTENT WARNING LIST: Blood and gore, direct commentary about racism and eugenics.